1 ianuarie?

Am citit, da. Si raspunsul e ca 1 ianuarie e inceputul tuturor inceputurilor pentru oamenii normali. Fiecare are nevoie sa stie ca de acum inainte lucrurile pot lua o alta itorsatura, se pot schimba in mai bine si asta ii face sa vrea sa isi doreasca anumite lucruri, sa promita sa faca anumite lucruri si de acolo depinde de ei cum vor decurge lucrurile (intr-o anumita masura). Noi, oamenii suntem fiinte si cu slabiciuni, printre altele. Asta e momentul in care ne simtim mai puternici pentru ca nu stim ce ne asteapta dar incercam sa pacalim un pic destinul, ne facem reguli si devenim dintr-o data superstitiosi.

Concluzia: Avem nevoie de un astfel de inceput si implicit de un bun sfarsit.

1 ianuarie? Asta e o intrebare buna.

Explicatie:

"Anul Nou este prima zi dintr-un an calendaristic [1]
Stabilirea religioasă a datei de 1 ianuarie ca început de an a avut loc pentru prima dată în 1691 prin papa Inocenţiu al XII-lea. Înainte Crăciunul avea rolul începutului de an nou. "

ME versus the others

I was just wondering how it is and where we cross the line when it comes to the others. BEcause I should learn more about that.

We definitely feel happy for ourselves when anything positive happens to us. We work for ourselves, read for ourselves, have fun for ourselves, cook for ourselves, live for ourselves. However, there comes a moment when there's someone else involved. And then, we don't live only for ourselves, we don't just cook for ourselves, we don't buy and work for ourselves. Some of the things we used to do only for ourselves are not only for ourselves anymore. Whether it's a child, a boy/girlfriend, a spouse, one of our kin... My question is: do we really think of that/those person(s)altruistically or is it just because we believe in that law of the universe that the more you give the more you get back? Is there any selfish need in our helping our fellow human beings? Any selfish need in that? Or is there the selfish bit and the altruistic bit?

I cannot seem to be able to find the answer for that. Because everytime I give something, I do something for someone else it feels different. It seems that we cannot be completely and totally altruistic. It is not in our nature. If I come to think of it, back at our beginnings as hunters, there is no altruism in those human beings, in our ancestors. So, I suppose that we "grew" that feature, let's say... But it was never pat of us. So, we keep hunting and trying to make the best of OUR lives.

Just a ...

Why there is nothing clear? I don't know what to expect, I can't talk to anybody about it as if I had done something wrong. This is really great, at least from my point of view. It may mean a lot of work and I mean A LOT but this is a huge chance. The chance I was looking for.

I am sorry to disappoint you, Mister, with this post and not only but to me this is something different than laughing at myself and at the world. I cannot do that. Or let's better put it like that: "I cannot do that all the time, most of the time". I wish I could take distance from almost everything but I can't. If they are out of my life then yes, otherwise....

Pragmatism

Prabusirea in randul martienilor nu ti-ar face viata mai usoara. Dorind o sudare si o unire a identitatilor contrastante nu-ti va servi la imersiunea visata. Cele 11 secunde nu vor fi niciodata mai scurte si lipsite de amestecare. Pentru a o crea e de ajuns sa o vrei. Sa vrei sa-ti imaginezi cum malurile ajung la tine, cum pesterile se deschid si-ti lumineaza calea, cum soarele iti zambeste si te lasa sa admiri stralucirea, cum norii se apropie de pamant si te cauta si te admira... nu e eliberarea de negativ. E numai farmecul imaginarului. E o clipa trecuta din viata precedenta transformata de tiparnita cenusie intr- o aventura de dragoste cu elementele naturii. Aclamati acea parte. Vedeti-o in intregime! Luati tot ce vi se ofera! Clipa suspendata e imaginatia recurenta. Nevoia vine din dorinta de a scapa de o torida si morbida realitate . O realitate neagra si sumbra care cheama prin nevoie. O realitate ce alearga odata cu timpul si se opreste atunci cand lira incepe sa glasuiasca, cand livezile infloresc, cand padurile primesc vietuitoarele si le indeamna la viata idilica, cand vantul adie usor, cand raurile soptesc povesti de dragoste, idile si legende, cand soarele straluceste fara a dogori si cand ploaia cade ca o simfonie peste calmul adevaratului eden. CAnd marea ingana cerul si pasarile si cand apele ei spala tarmul insetat, cand dorintele devin sentimente si ura iubire, oamenii Terrei joaca in hore si imnurile sunt intonate toate intr-o voce, cand pamantul canta, cerul canta, apele canta... CAnd vremea va veni viorelele vor mangaia fruntile soldatilor morti, panselutele se vor aseza in locul copiilor adormiti.

Viata lor e atat de scurta! Atat de lipsita de timp si de irealitate. Zburam atat de aproape si totusi atat de departe unii de altii si abia ne auzim strigatele. Ne otravim de cele mai multe ori si apoi incercam sa ne salvam cu lacrimi in ochi. Lupta perpetua ce duce la eliminare va servi intotdeauna cuiva, insa niciodata cui trebuie... Intotdeauna paradoxul e preferabil si ironia invinge. Necrutatoare! Ireala! Magnifica! SAngeroasa! terifica! Inaltatoare!

Story

how could this happen? We're all connected. very funny!!!! don't tell her! HI! /This is beyond my expectations... The universe will give us signs. I am not special. I am scared. the right path... Why insn't this working? Something is wrong. It is not time for you to go. It is not time for you to go. Does anyone have any idea who this is? This will be over in moments. knock! knock! Everything's right now. Come back to us now, come back to us! WE cannot stand here make belief. I did? Oh... Wait, no! You must try! Try! I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you! I think she misght be... an angel... I love you all so much!!!!!!.... Thank you for all you have done. Keep looking in his eyes! Thank you for saving my life! Silence.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Just believe

I am so excited! I don't know if to cheer, applaud, jump high to manifest my joy or just keep quiet and wait until it becomes official. I will be taking a new road, for now just a path, however I cannot stop feeling happy and content about it. I am sure now that teh answer is believing. I do believe.